Unreal Life

by Look Inside

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Unreal Life is my first album. It is a very personal look inside myself, a deep meditation of who I am, and one last conclusion...as per today...unreal life.

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released September 5, 2015

Written by Santiago Clement Corral. Produced & Recorded by Emilio Mercader at PKO Studios, Madrid, Spain. Mixed & Mastered by Caco Recojo © & ℗ 2014 Look Inside.

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Track Name: Always Afraid
I´m looking t´be afraid
As if needing it that way
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
Until I ruin it all

I´m looking t´be afraid
As if needing it that way
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
Deep inside my soul
Until I am inmune

Well summer´s broken, watch out
Breath frozen strokes, get out
Feeling, feeling, feeling

Feel like at home, proven wrong
Made a life alone, proven wrong
Living in the restroom
I pray to change my ways
You can wait, you can expect, you might witness your own death
Track Name: Unreal Life
Weird news I heard today
Senseless words but pretty voices
Withering roses on a vase
Talking talking of my life
Talking talking of my life

Human nature, human acts
Bound to live and to react
Tricky words and tricky meanings
Talking talking of my life
Talking talking of my life

Skipping meaning in my life
Claiming time will last forever
Many a dream and many wishes

Daily news are good for nothing
They’ll be days to understand
If is wrong or if it’s right

Walls with pictures are ilusions
Drinks of memories and emotions
Through my tears the skies are cloudy
Talking talking of my life
Talking talking of my life
Track Name: Fight
I fight alone
I fight alone
Unhappy life

I wish to find a light
I wish to stop the fight

There is no soul
Good and bad
Find the treasure
And seem to be alive

I wanna see
I wanna be
There is nothing else
There is nothing more to me
Track Name: Let´s See My Future
Let´s see my future
I´ve gotta leave tomorrow
That´s a must
That´s my will

All my troubles
Seem so far away
That´s a must
That´s my will

Hey, all my worries are
I must believe in me
Looking up, I´m falling from the sky
The night is right behind

But right then I feel I am losing all
What´s in my luggage?
I´ve Left behind what I adore
Which are my longlife problems

Can´t see my future
Full of pain and sorrow
I´m a light
I must fight

I hide, I hope
I pretend to grow
I´m a light
I´m a fighter

And it´s never what I mean
It´s not a shame
Then I need to consider it my friend
I never look behing
There down the street
Try and kick my fears again

Keep to my future
Never less and keep the rest away
Keep to my future
There is a chance I change my life again
Track Name: She Hates Me
She hates me, she lies
She wants to live alone forever in the sky
In pain, in pain
She also wants to live forever and unchained

And then I drown myself into the sea
And you will never find another way for me

She blames me, she cries
She is a hell to angry to look into my eyes
Enraged, enraged
She better trust a lie to stay out of my life

But when you see my tears
You shouldn´t be afraid
No wonder that she ows me
A true and friendly smile
I can´t stop my walking
I can´t stop my mind
But I sincerely wish you love in your life

And I say hi, hi, hi
I need you smile, smile, smile

And then I drown myself into the sea
And you will never find another way for me
Track Name: Lost
I´m just a man, not a hero
If I turn around and look she´s now a widow

But then my friend will say
Try to rule your world
This stuff will never change
Hold on, hold on

I´m just a man
I´m hiding, don´t get me wrong
I´m trying to smile
It´s harder not to fall

Hold on, make it better
Just talk about the weather
That I know
Try, try, try

You never look into my eyes
You never look into my eyes
You wanna a bet?
I´m walking alone
You wanna a bet?
I´m walking alone

I´m just a man,
When things get out of hand
I lie in my bed
I just don´t understand

But then my friend will say
Don´t try to understand
Thoughts create your world
Thoughts are in your mind
Hold on

I´m lost but I can smile
You should know I will be fine
Hold on, make it better
Just talk about the weather
Try, try, try

You never look into my eyes
You never look into my eyes
You wanna a bet?
I´m walking alone
You wanna a bet?
I´m walking alone
Track Name: Who Am I
There is a gap around scaring me
Fixing my eyes into innanity
Thoughts are arising and vanishing
Not an I, not a you, I´m scared to see the truth

And I feel I am a frozen word for nothing
And I feel I am a frozen word of nothing

I´m losing control, if I ever had it
If I look for an I, I cannot find it
I just need to let it go to feel at ease
There are only thoughts, I am a thought

And I feel I am a frozen word for nothing
And I feel I am a frozen word of nothing

I know I fear I´ll find the truth
I dread those thoughts that are appearing
Like walking ghost that talk to me
No concept, no essence, no resistance

And I feel I am a frozen word for nothing
And I feel I am a frozen word of nothing
Track Name: Fear Fears Tears
Fear fear, tears of love
When you come to take my soul
I wish I can stay strong
The day you wanna bring me home

My love
My soul

Fear fear, tears of love
When you come to take my soul
I wish I can stay strong
The day you wanna bring me home

At the end of the day I feel allright
Waking up so scared not knowing why
It is when I sleep that I must find
There is a mountain I can´t climb

Carrying on my shoulders
People fears, tears and all their shit
Carrying on my shoulders
Human egos, angers and all their sins

And these letters blind me again
And this shadows, can´t complain
Track Name: Lovers
Oh, oh lovers
Seem to be in love again oh lovers
Oh, oh lovers,
Seem to paint a life in common oh lovers

You know that he is drinking on the sofa
While you are living in a nightmare next door
Hes living in the past, you want your story back
Well he knows the truth, you know it is so bad

Oh, oh lovers
Oh, oh lovers

He´d better take this call of yours
He took the car. Got drunk
And Left the kids at home, mmmmm
He almost beats you days ago
But he´s wasted
“It” don´t matter where he goes

Oh lovers hit the road
Until your love is gone
Until you love a ghost
You may come back, you may come back
Track Name: Willing To Weep
I´m willing to weep for all of us
Pacing in a way, … , way out of control
Teasing life so many times
When relapse is on my mind
It would be great if I could fly

A pretty girl is holding my hand
I´m over the moon. I cannot land
I´m in a debt for this daydream
Debt of which I can´t…
I can´t get rid. I won´t be freed.

I wish I could die for her tomorrow
I wish I could die for myself today
Bringing back some pleasant memories, “Shadows in the sky”
(I´m) feeling mellow. It´s all a lie.

Hope. All I can do is hope.
The outcome might not be right
I´m not the judge but I …
Will give my best and fight

I´ve got the means to find the key
And I won´t have to pay a fee
Our love will find no boundaries
Forced to disappear
We just have helped ourselves be free